The leaves are shuffling their way down the street. The bridge up ahead is unusually empty for the time of day. The shadows are getting longer but the sun isn't dipping behind the buildings just yet. The light is just starting to take on a red wash. I adjust my coat just before I reach the bridge, pulling it a little tighter, closing the second button. I've pause for a bit, looking out over the river. The sun is just clipping the edge of a distant building, into the canyon the water cuts between the sky scrapers.
A light breeze, ethereal. Just a whisper, the most vaporous touch.
It lifts me up, my earthly corpse fading below. Until it is nothing more than a gossamer anchor.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Winter cycling has been going much better than last year. I'm managing to get multiple rides in each week (weather and health permitting). Here is my current hour and a half ride, uploaded to MapMyRide.
I think I must look inside my mind and I just might find myself again not that I ever really lost me but sometimes I just feel like I don't really see, me, and how I really want to be me. I need to write it down to remember like a letter to myself I can read over and over again because its at times like this when it seems so clear so near that I can reach out and touch it grab it hold onto it but I know it will fade and I'll forget and tick over a sad finite automaton tick tock winding down my spring until I'll stop It's just a moment like this a shooting star only I am the star ablaze with reentry purpose defined potential alive a complete abandonment of fear enough to even forget its fleeting believing that just for this moment it will stay.